Monday, October 25
the night before physics, and i don't know what to do. for one i lost all my pract papers and with about 5 piles of papers i don't know where to start looking for them. guess i'll let it pass and just listen to people rattling off model answers tomorrow. keeps raining these days. a reflection of what, i don't know. but rainy and cold weather gives me a headache. not as bad as the humid and hot kind though. school was good today. all the little kiddies were elsewhere, thank goodness! there's something beautiful about silence echoing around the classroom, without screams from the lowersec piercing our concentration. we kinda terrorised mrs seet. :P went to see her three times to kind of hurry her along with the marking. well to those of us who always thought she was kinda slow in marking, well she's got a pretty good reason. in my opinion anyway. i empathise with her! wahhaha. watched her mark our essays for once. i never realised how tough it is. this is not the reason. and she's got a sense of humour.. she actually laughed at a few of my lines! =) made me feel better about the whole business, somehow. they shifted the dratted bus stop. i can't stand it. moving the one opposite was bad enough, seeing i take bus to school now. but moving the one right outside? arghh. lazy people of the world, groan with me! but i guess it's all for the better good of the community, yadda yadda. a week to theory papers. i don't even know if i'm scared. i've always chosen the harder option anyway, in the crossroads of life. so i guess it'll come as no surprise to you that yes i want to try taking hist anyway. i'll read up after o's. guess fighting to survive is kinda exciting, so why go along the obvious and simple road yeah? i'm nuts larh. fight tooth and nail to ensure a place in triple.. two years later fight tooth and nail to poke a way into arts. with a subject i've forgotten exists. guess i'll just cross back if things don't work out. in the meantime i'll just study. =D easier said than done.
it must've been love.
9:12 pm
xoxo